Monday, July 13, 2009

Her Little Miss Sunshine


she has the most beautiful little girl in the whole world whom she loves and adores.

despite everything else that had happened, this little angel is the center of her world.
this tiny, innocent individual brings peace of mind and brings the sunshine after the rain.

she holds her heart in her little hands.


No Choice



she has two friends who are living testimonies that long distance relationships do work.

in fact, one is married and the other one is engaged. both of these friends have endured being far away from each other's loved ones for years now.



if only she could tell him this, so that he will see.
but she has promised him not to bring up the subject about them again.
and now there is nothing left for her to do than to let him go,
let him be happy and set him free.


no matter how hard and painful this might be for her
she has endured seeing him in the arms of another girl
but she won't be able to take it the second time around.


she has no choice, he has also made up his mind and closed his heart.


Sunday, July 12, 2009

Santorini, Greece









Village of Oia,
Santorini GREECE.
A great community with a magnificent view overlooking the sea.


She needs this right now.
A relaxing vacay, away from it all.
(~~,)












THE NOTEBOOK



Noah and Allie met on the summer 1940.
Allie was 17 years old.
He was out with his friends, and the moment he saw her he knew she was special.
Though she found him annoying at first, he found a way to make her go out with him.
They went to the movies with a group for their first date.

They fought, they didn’t agree on anything. But they were in love.
What Allie liked most about Noah is that he was free, he gave her excitement.
All her life she had followed a strict schedule (her parents had her life all planned out)
but he showed her how to be carefree and have fun away from her monotonous existence.
He taught her how to dance, even when there is no music. It was the most beautiful and memorable summer of their lives.

After her parents learned about their relationship, they were furious and wanted them apart. Allie was going to New York for college, while he was staying in Seabrook.
He worked at the lumber factory, not making much money; while she had the world at her feet.
Allie : “Come with me to New York.”
Noah : “What am I going to do there?”
Allie : “Be with me…”
Noah decided to do the right thing, break up with her. He didn’t believe that long distance relationships would work. So he let her go.

And so they went on with their lives, found other people to love.
Allie finished school and met her fiance, and Noah went to build his dream house and went into another relationship.
Seven years passed, and as Allie was preparing for her wedding, she saw his picture in the paper, so she made a decision to go and visit him.

They talked, they reminisced about everything that had happened that one summer.
Allie : “It wasn’t over for me, I waited for you for seven years! And now its too late.”
Noah : “It wasn’t over… It still isn’t over.”
They fell inlove again, hard. Noah and Allie spent the days together like they were the only two people in the world.

Then came the time for Allie to go back. But this time Noah wanted her to stay.
Noah thought that Allie was going back to her fiancé because he had money.
He accused her of being bored and that’s the only reason why she came back to his life.
He didn’t seem to notice the agony and turmoil inside of Allie.
She took a chance, coming back to him.
Noah : “Would you just stay with me?”
Allie : “For what? Look at us we’re already fighting.”
Noah : “Well that’s what we do we fight. ITS NOT GOING TO BE EASY, ITS GOING TO BE REALLY HARD. AND WE'RE GOING TO HAVE TO WORK AT THIS EVERDAYBUT I WANT TO DO THAT BECAUSE I WANT YOU. I WANT ALL OF YOU. FOREVER. YOU AND ME EVERYDAY.
Will you do something for me? Just picture your life for me -- 30 years from now, 40 years from now…
What does it look like? If its with that guy, go!
I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If that’s what you really want. But don’t take the easy way out.”
Allie : “What easy way out? No matter what I do someone gets hurt!”
Noah : “Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants! Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want…
What do you want?? What do YOU want?”
Allie : “Its not that simple…”
Noah : WHAT DO YOU WANT?

She doesn’t answer, and she leaves.
Allie confronts her fiance, and they had CLOSURE.
In the end, she chose him because SHE WANTS TO BE WITH HIM.
Then she comes back to him, and they live happily ever after.
In fact, they even die together holding hands.
That is the ending of their love story.
If only real life was this simple.
BUT THEN AGAIN, HAPPY ENDINGS ONLY HAPPEN IN MOVIES.

Saturday, July 11, 2009


she has not eaten anything for the last 24 hours
and only had 2 hours of sleep.
she is crushed,
devastated
heartbroken.
God help this forsaken soul.


Friday, July 10, 2009

TO ALL THE PLAYERS :P


Darkchild oh yeah
Ha ha uh huh
Yeah uh uh
Darkchild yeah

Who do you think I am
Dont you know that he was my man
But I chose to let him go
So why do you act like I still care about him
Looking at me like Im hurt
When Im the one who said I didnt want it to work
Dont you forget I had him first

Whatcha thinking
Stop blaming me
He wasnt man enough for me
If you dont know now heres your chance
Ive already had your man
Do you wonder just where hes been yeah
And Id be worried about him
Now its time you know the truth
I think hes just the man for you

What are you thinking
Do you know about us back then
Do you know I dumped your husband
Girlfriend
Im not thinking bout him
But you married him
Do you know I made him leave
Do you know he begged to stay with me
He wasnt man enough for me

Didnt he tell you the truth
If not then why dont you ask him
And maybe you could be more into him
Instead of worrying bout me
And hopefully you wont find
All of the reasons why his love didnt count
And why we couldnt work it out

Whatcha thinking
Stop blaming me
He wasnt man enough for me
If you dont know now heres your chance
Ive already had your man
Do you wonder just where hes been yeah
And Id be worried about him
Now its time you know the truth
I think hes just the man for you

What are you thinking
Do you know about us back then
Do you know I dumped your husband
Girlfriend
Im not thinking bout him
But you married him
Do you know I made him leave
Do you know he begged to stay with me
He wasnt man enough for me

What are you thinking
Do you know about us back then
Do you know I dumped your husband
Girlfriend
Im not thinking bout him
But you married him
Do you know I made him leave
Do you know he begged to stay with me
He wasnt man enough for me

So many reasons why our love is through
What makes you think hell be good to you?
It makes no sense
cause he will never change
Girl you better recognize the game

What are you thinking
Do you know about us back then
Do you know I dumped your husband
Girlfriend
Im not thinking bout him
But you married him
Do you know I made him leave
Do you know he begged to stay with me
He wasnt man enough for me

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Mixed Signals


she has been selfless & unselfish to her loved ones all this time
prioritizing other people's needs above her own
after the break up w her long time beau, she learned the importance of family
that has been her priority for the past year and a half
she has learned to love herself first.

on her birthday her mom wished for her to finally find the happiness she deserves as she has already given and done so much for the family
her parents gave their blessing telling her they will accept whoever she will choose to love



she finally told him, her great love, the truth about how she really felt
she waited for years to tell him this
but his mind and heart is now closed; there is no more room for her there
despite everything she has sacrificed and done for him, he doesn't see that.
he only remembers her leaving.

she offers to just disappear and not be a part of his life but he refuses.
she tries to be cordial and talk about everyday life situations yet now he keeps reminiscing, recalling the events in the past.

she will have to cross the road and move on, but she cannot get there
he is giving her mixed signals.